Tuesday, October 21, 2014

i don't know what to do with my life: part 2

I'm seriously just so confused right now.

Should I graduate next semester, take a break, do a little acting and writing here and there, and then apply for a master's program, and then to the Ph.D program?

I guess I should really go see an advisor. That is what they're there for, after all.

In other news, I'm really liking school right now. I'm finally interested, and I think I've recovered enough that I'm finally working. I'm so happy my mental health has caught up with me. I'm also dipping my toes back into writing and am planning on doing NaNoWriMo. I also need to get back to working out. I want to turn my YouTube channel into a language channel, which motivates me to keep learning.

That's what I'm doing right now. Don't know what I'll be doing in the future though. But I'm not going to worry so much about that. Just take things one step at a time. My next step: Go see an advisor.

Mama is always right though, so I'm going to listen to mine and graduate next semester. Graduate with no loans, no debt. Just finish it up. What I do know is that I don't want to jump right into a Ph.D or Master's program until I get some life experience. How can I help people without experiencing life myself, you know?

So I think this stream-of-consciousness post is getting me somewhere. Improve my grades as much as I can NOW, do my thing (acting and writing), and eventually go back to school and help people! I would really love to work with Doctors Without Borders as a mental health specialist. Sigh, dreams.

OKAY! I knew writing things out will help.

So, moral of the story is: if you're confused like me--write it out!

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